Christmas is coming up. And I really don't know what to give to danny. I'm extremly broke and but, I'm thinking is a thought tha counts. Well I was thinking doing a website for my love and telling a merry christmas...That's the only thing I'm good at. Anywho...I know he loves me and it doesn't matter what I give him. I gave him my love and honesty. And all the true love he deserves. Anyways, is not in a matter of time that I will get nervous when he opens my gift. But, I know he'll love it.

I'm extremely happy my mom payed me 20 bucks so I can buy a christmas gift for my boyfriend. But, I didn't ask her. I earn it by working with her and helping the kids. Today I went shopping and I bought something really cool for him. Is a chess game but, with the Lord of the Rings theme. The pawns look like the characters from that movie. He loves that movie. I hope he loves the chess game. I really can't wait. Yesterday I was so depress....The holidays gets me this way....cause' I just wish I could give better stuff to my family and I feel left out....
I shouldn't feel this way. I guess I'm having my period so you can see...
fully emotional. Too emotional that I cried. (I'm not crying now) But, I was
well...yesterday.

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Well...another day and still I feel I did a good choice of getting that for danny. But, I know is only the gift from the heart that counts. It doesn't matter what it is. As long as we both enjoy our time together. Yesterday, we slept the whole day together it was too cold to go out. So we took a long nap. It's really nice to sleep next to him I feel safe somehow. I know one day we will be living together once we get everything straight out. But, right now is still good.

After we finish taking a nap. We watched Office Space. If anybody knows about that movie. Is kinda a cult movie about working in a office and how much it sucks dealing with employees who are too cliche about the working eviroment. Wich I wish I could experience that cause' I will love to work in a office and have my own space. I know there's some people who aren't cut off of working in a office. But, it's still good to see how people reactions and interactions when it comes in a daily routine of saying "good morning" or "fuck off" to the bosses face. Wich I will never do. Until I crack to my world of shit.

Anyways, it's a good movie I suggest you watched it and see how it feels to be a regular joe of going to work.

Anywho, I came home like about a quater to 12'oclok at midnight. Good thing my dad didn't notice I was gone that long but, what does he need to know. It's just between you and me.

I know I have been telling you about the gift I'm going to give him. But, I need suggestions of anybody out there...



What do you think?

I know he loves lord of the Rings stuff...so, I don't about the chess game. But, he is a nerd...he likes all those weird stuff. Anywho, I'm not good on playing chess.XD


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Thanks for making me feel that I bought something cool for my boyfriend. As for myself I really don't like board games. But, it's a cool gift for him. Anywho... I have my period and I'm not feeling too good. But, It seem this time it came worse. My face broke out and I feel like shit. And, I have to put BP...(benzoil peroxide) on my face. Well, to treat the acne. Anwho, I hate having acne...but, I just hope when I ever have a kid it will clear up.
For some reason my mom said when she had me. Her face clear up. Luckly for me....
I need to have a baby...Anywho, no time of thinking about kids now. Just concetrate on my graphics design...trying to be good at it.... hopefully...
Anways, next week I'm gonna go see Lord of the Rings I hopefully frodo gets to dump that stupid ring...in the flames of hell.....woah.........

Therefore thanks for all your comments until next time!!


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Hello everyone...today I woke up very terrible. My face was itching all night. I couldn't sleep. Plus I had a bad dream. And that made it worse to wake up. My face looks terrible and tomorrow me and my boyfriend are gonna go out and I feel embarrass. But, I know he won't mind he always says I'm cute. So, it doesn't matter. What matters to me is that my face will look terrible to others.

But, should I worried? Well... maybe I should drink hard liquor so I won't have to think about this pimple on my face. It hurts so much. I'm not touching it cuase' I don't want it to get infected. So, I put some Benzoil...Sometimes the Benzoil makes it worse. But, I had been skipping my treatments lately. This time I won't forget.


Anywho...I found something funny on the web:

Christmas Songs for the Mentally Disturbed
SCHIZOPHRENIA - Do You Hear What I Hear?

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY - We Three Queens Disoriented Are.

DEMENTIA - I Think I'll Be Home For Christmas.

NARCISSISTIC - Hark The Herald Angels Sing (About Me)

MANIA - Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Office and Town ...or Deck the Halls and Spare No Expense!

PARANOIA - Santa Claus is Coming To Get Me.

PERSONALITY DISORDER - You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, then MAYBE I'll tell you why.

DEPRESSION - Silent anhedonia, Holy anhedonia. All is calm, All is pretty lonely.

OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE - Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell...

BORDERLINE PERSONALITY - Thoughts of Roasting in an Open Fire.

PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE - On the First Day of Christmas My True Love Gave to Me (and then took it all away)

Funny eh....^^

Today was a big day for me. Me and my boyfriend don't see each other that much we decided to exchange gifts today. I was too anxious to know what he got me. He wanted me to open the gift cause' he loves when I open gifts and see my expressions.


And guess what he got me. He got me a "Game Cube"....I couldn't believe my eyes....I loved it so much...He loved the chess game too. And he thought I was getting him a sweater but, no way...a chess game is still good. Man...I never got a cool gift like that. He's too sweet for sure..XD

Last night I was depress cause' I accidently took aspirin and it kinda swell up my face. I forgot that aspirin has bad chemicals that make my face to have an allergic reaction. But, I had to take it cause' I had a really bad headache.

This morning I woke up much better. My brother told me that I look fine. It's a tempory break out and sometimes when I look at the mirror I feel like a troll one of those ugly trolls I saw yesterday at the movies.

Oh~yeah...the movies. It was great. I happen to treat my boyfriend to the movies. I just wanted him to have a good christmas and have a good time.
To tell the thruth this movie kick alot of ass...well. I just had to say that cause my butt got numb my sitting like about 3 hours. Yeah 3 hours of Lord of the Rings. I really enjoy that movie. I was too impress with the visuals the plot of the movie how everything was put together and how it ended.

I could see my boyfriends eyes that he loved the movie. And of course talking about the chess game I gave him. He wanted it to play with me and teach me a little about chess.

Wich it comes to say todays events.

My event was to try to be good at chess. Which I did understood my boyfriends explainations about the game. We played the chess game I gave him for christmas he brought it over for me to play with him.

Btw: It took us like 2 hours to finish the game. Actually he won. Cause' he got me on 'check mate' so...I started to get the hang of it when I took like about 6 pawns, 1 rook, 2 towers of his. That's pretty good of playing my first time. It actually hurt my head to planed my next move. But, I manage to get that much. Oh...well...maybe next time I'll beat him. Not to mention that he was the bad guys I was the good guys.

Anyways, I had a great time today...and I learn alot about chess so...I guess I know what to do when I play chess with my brother. His really good.

Anywho...my fingers hurt of too much typing and bye for now...

I'm just saying a quick Christmas cheer to all of you!! I just manage to change some of my sites. And I've been doing alot of html editing. I just hope all of you have a wonderful christmas and have a Happy new year.


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Yeah, I did had a good christmas. I spend it with my boyfriend. It was awsome I had a great time yesterday. Well...it began me cooking all day. Me and my mom manage to make Chicken Fried Stake. Good thing we went to the store early cause' the super market was full. You should of seen...it was pack. Well...I was upset earlier cause' my dad was saying that we shouldn't buy meat cause' the meat is bad and we could die. I guess he gets so influence by the news alot. He was talking about the Mad Cow Scaremongers But, I really don't believe is happening in California. I doubt it.

And plus...when we went to the super market called " North Gate " we saw like about 20 people buying lots of meat. I assume they made alot of money
in that moment. I actually trust that supermarket. And I love the food and the helpful employees. Did you know they bag your groceries. That's very thoughtful. Anywho, my dad wanted me to make stuff peppers. And cause' he says he can't eat the meat for that reason I told you earlier. To tell the thruth the reason he refuse to eat meat is because he has bad teeth. Poor guy. He won't admit it. But, that's how I see it. Anywho, to get to my point yesterday. I was really busy cooking Chicken Fried Stake.

The ingredients are:

Thin slice of stakes. About 2 pounds. Will feed 12 people.
vegetable oil, flour, eggs, and yourself. Of course...^^

Well first you have to prepare the meat. First you must put it in a bowl then you apply lemon juice, garlic salt, seasoning, and pepper.

You live it for 30 minutes to let the meat settle and let the meat suck all the ingredients you added.

Then you prepare the dried ingredients.
The dried ingredients are: flour, bread crums.
On a seperate plates.
Also have a special plate for the beating eggs. You have to mixed the eggs.

(Before you cook prepare the oil)

Let's start cooking:

Take the meat out first you dip in the flour, next you dip it in the eggs. And last you dip it on the bread crums. You must cover all the meat with the bread crums so it could cook evenly.

You deep fried it and you're done!


Of course I didn't forget the side dishes. It was beans, fried rice and bread. Anwyho, my friends came like about 8 or so. And my boyfriend
came like almost 9. It was already done. Me and my mom clean up the house pretty good. We were like fixing everything. Cause' we wanted everything to look perfect. ...And I was anxious to see my boyfriend. And tell him I missed him so much. I really do. I just wanted him to have a good christmas.

Anywho, everyone enjoy the food. I was full for sure. I really enjoy yesterday event. Especially playing spades with everyone. Which me and my boyfriend lots. Oh well...I was drunk to notice. But, I manage to understand the game pretty good. Is pretty good to score like about 180 points.

My boyfriend slept over at my house, so did everyone. Luckly I had extra blankets for them. I was really buzzing....I wanted to go to sleep. So I said good night to my boyfriend and went to bed.

So...far it was a good christmas for me.
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