Wow.. we are 2006 already. This year went by very quickly. Well, in to my eyes. I got alot of cute things for christmas. Mostly clothes and accesories. I got two cute shirts from my boyfriend. I really didn't got big gifts this year. It was good for me. To get clothes. XD

Cute bag!!

Well, my brother bought me this in the grocery store. I found it to be cute. XD

Do you see the cute scarf I'm wearing? well, that's what I got for christmas!!

A cute Gumby Doll... I love Gumby. I told my boyfriend to buy me that. I know it wasn't a wrap or anything. But, I just got to have him!!

Also, I gave my boyfriend a pillow and a wallet for christmas. I wanted to have good things. He had been really tired lately cause' he work all through the holidays..

As you can see on this picture his really chilling with my cat. Even though he doesn't like her. I manage to get this picture with her. LOL. He really doesn't like my cat.. AWWWW... :kaoani_baloon07: Oh well, she does act like a bitch around him. But, she's weird.

Well, I just hope you guys have a awsome New Year. 2006 will be Awsome for me!!

About my life.... It had been really hard for me. I got so depress cause' my life is not going how I wanted to be. I guess it's just part of it.  Last night I had a talk with my parents about my problems I have been having. It turns out... me and my boyfriend decided this new year to take a big step to move in together, he told me if is gonna be okay if his brother moved in too. I said cool. Cause' I get along with his brother. And plus it will be only the two of us and his brother. That was our plan. But, then he told me that his mom wants to moved in with us...

I felt really upset... I said to myself "DANM!!! now more people" Actually, if his mom move in with us. I won't be alone with him anymore. We want to get marry but, it won't be the same like a married couple. Cause mother in laws and marriage don't mixed... >__<

I was a really upset about that. My dream of being a wife... is over. It was gonna be different with his brother cause' he was gonna have his own room. Now having another person moving in with us. We will have to get a bigger place... My dad told me that... I should respect my boyfriend decision. If one thing that says in the bible. "Honor your father and your mother" it's true. But, still... I feel like his mom is fake. She says things like I want to work and do things. But, she just sits there. Like nothing. And doesn't do shit. But, my guy says that it won't be like that. I kinda off doubt it. But, how could I help someone to get ahead if they don't have any motivation to get up and do something with there life. I feel she takes life for granted. But, I know I shoudn't be judgemental. My dad told me to respect my boyfriends decision. And just wait and see....>_____>

I just hope everything goes well.... I did apologized to my guy about it. I felt bad cause' he got upset...

He told me to trust him...

I will...

Anyway,

bye...

This morning wasn't good for me. I got up so tired and I feel like my troat was doing justice on me. Luckly I manage to get to work like this. Still,  I know through the day I was gonna feel really crappy. Which I did... >__>

Anyway, tomorrow I have to go to work. I just hope I won't get worse. Cause' it will reflect of how I work. When I waited for the bus stop. I manage to get cough medicine and some woman stuff. Right now I feel a little better. Tonight I might have to take the medicine. Wish me luck tomorrow.