FUCKING MAD
Posted at 02:55 PM
in LifeThere's one thing that sometimes gets you to do things only out of gratitude. But, sometimes people don't appreciated what this gratitude is doing for them.
Well, there's one thing I haven't blog about it. Is that in every weekend I'm sleeping over at my boyfriend's house. But, he lives with his brother. So, you know what's this blog is gonna be about...
BTW
At first I was just a guest, I would sleep over to his house. I would clean up for myself. Not to be rude. Then go home.
In the back of my mind I thought "If it would be best, if I would help a little." Like, let's say if I make them dinner. I would only do it for my boyfriend. I want him to be happy. But, like his lives with his brother, I feel I should make for everyone and I did.
Like 5 months had passed, and I was trying to get along with my boyfriend's brother. Which I end up doing it so. It was really cool. We chat and everything. But, then yesterday... things got a little out of hand. I was finishing everything. Cleaning up. Then, I sat down to chill. He ask me if I would get him his things out of the car. I was like... speechless... So, I did it anyway. I was like "Who does he think I am?" .... His fucking servant? hell no. I did it anyway, cause' I didn't wanted to start a fight.
The thing that ticks me off, he doesn't do anything around the house. He just makes a big mess. This idea to moved out of the house. Was my idea. But, it took him a long time to do so. Then this year he moved out. It was gonna be me and him. But, then... he decided to be him and his brother. I was cool at first but, then I realized I got left out. I told him about it, he said the reason he chosed his brother. He didn't wanted him to be stuck with their parents. His parents are like leechers. There not very responsible adults. I think they are crazy. Anyway, my boyfriend loves his brother alot. He really didn't wanted his brother to suffer. So, he took his brother with him. My boyfriend does everything for his brother But, when it comes to vise versa... is not in that case. I kinda feel that his little brother takes avantage of the situation. Now, he total change. Before, he was all cool and responsible. But, now that he gets to do what ever he wants. He just doesn't cared. I feel my boyfriend does to many excuses for him. I tell him that "I feel your brother doesn't seem to be cool when I'm around." and his answer is "I don't think so, he likes you alot." I don't know but, my gut tells me that he doesn't like me. I just feel it. He doesn't respect my boyfriend. When you want him to do laundry. He doesn't do it. When you want him to pay some bills. He doesn't feel like it. Damn.... when you ask him to go to the beach and drink some beers. He gets ready and go... FUCK! what a lazy prick... He says he wants a girlfriend. Good luck on that. He better finds a slutty one cause' they seem to fit his persona.
BTW
I really don't want to cause' any trouble. I told my boyfriend that. How I felt. I kinda feel like "I'm fucking cleaning up for this fucking 20 yr. old" yes his 20. He does work. But, I feel that he needs to do more. I feel it's only fair to do his part.
Now, I feel if I go there. Is gonna get worse. So, I came to a conclusion. I'm gonna stay home. I would only see my love when we go out for a date. Not, sleep over. I know I would miss making love with him. But, It's the only way I would feel better.
Now is gonna be different. I'm not go there anymore. Or maybe I will. But, I'm not gonna make them food anymore and clean the house. I know is not my duty. But, I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to have a mess. Is like I hate seeing a dirty sock on the floor.. Is like I stare at it and I want to pick it up...
Anyway...
Therefore, will see how things turn out.
will see....
Me!! new haircut!
Well, there's one thing I haven't blog about it. Is that in every weekend I'm sleeping over at my boyfriend's house. But, he lives with his brother. So, you know what's this blog is gonna be about...
BTW
At first I was just a guest, I would sleep over to his house. I would clean up for myself. Not to be rude. Then go home.
In the back of my mind I thought "If it would be best, if I would help a little." Like, let's say if I make them dinner. I would only do it for my boyfriend. I want him to be happy. But, like his lives with his brother, I feel I should make for everyone and I did.
Like 5 months had passed, and I was trying to get along with my boyfriend's brother. Which I end up doing it so. It was really cool. We chat and everything. But, then yesterday... things got a little out of hand. I was finishing everything. Cleaning up. Then, I sat down to chill. He ask me if I would get him his things out of the car. I was like... speechless... So, I did it anyway. I was like "Who does he think I am?" .... His fucking servant? hell no. I did it anyway, cause' I didn't wanted to start a fight.
The thing that ticks me off, he doesn't do anything around the house. He just makes a big mess. This idea to moved out of the house. Was my idea. But, it took him a long time to do so. Then this year he moved out. It was gonna be me and him. But, then... he decided to be him and his brother. I was cool at first but, then I realized I got left out. I told him about it, he said the reason he chosed his brother. He didn't wanted him to be stuck with their parents. His parents are like leechers. There not very responsible adults. I think they are crazy. Anyway, my boyfriend loves his brother alot. He really didn't wanted his brother to suffer. So, he took his brother with him. My boyfriend does everything for his brother But, when it comes to vise versa... is not in that case. I kinda feel that his little brother takes avantage of the situation. Now, he total change. Before, he was all cool and responsible. But, now that he gets to do what ever he wants. He just doesn't cared. I feel my boyfriend does to many excuses for him. I tell him that "I feel your brother doesn't seem to be cool when I'm around." and his answer is "I don't think so, he likes you alot." I don't know but, my gut tells me that he doesn't like me. I just feel it. He doesn't respect my boyfriend. When you want him to do laundry. He doesn't do it. When you want him to pay some bills. He doesn't feel like it. Damn.... when you ask him to go to the beach and drink some beers. He gets ready and go... FUCK! what a lazy prick... He says he wants a girlfriend. Good luck on that. He better finds a slutty one cause' they seem to fit his persona.
BTW
I really don't want to cause' any trouble. I told my boyfriend that. How I felt. I kinda feel like "I'm fucking cleaning up for this fucking 20 yr. old" yes his 20. He does work. But, I feel that he needs to do more. I feel it's only fair to do his part.
Now, I feel if I go there. Is gonna get worse. So, I came to a conclusion. I'm gonna stay home. I would only see my love when we go out for a date. Not, sleep over. I know I would miss making love with him. But, It's the only way I would feel better.
Now is gonna be different. I'm not go there anymore. Or maybe I will. But, I'm not gonna make them food anymore and clean the house. I know is not my duty. But, I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to have a mess. Is like I hate seeing a dirty sock on the floor.. Is like I stare at it and I want to pick it up...
Anyway...
Therefore, will see how things turn out.
will see....
Me!! new haircut!
